Well today totally sucked!! It is the day before Halloween, and we were supposed to dress up, so I did, but hardly anyone else did. That is disappointing. I really did not want to be in clinic, and it showed. We practiced scaling and I just felt so disoriented. I couldn't get the right angulation and it was just not going well. Then I had to do my activation, angulation, and adaptation PE and I thought I was ready, but I could not get the right angle or wrist movement for it. It did not go smoothly. And professor Costley is so intimidating to me. I feel like a stupid retard who has never been inside a mouth. I am just so disappointed in myself. I have to redo that PE. I have never had to redo one, and I feel sick about it. I just want to cry!