I did not sleep last night because I was so worried about clinic today. I think it was just because it felt like I killed my patient last time, and I didn't want to do that again. I really dreaded coming today, and I just felt sick thinking about it. When I got here I realized that my whole pod was nervous too! That made me feel so much better. Today we got to practice explorer instrumentation again. It was good to be able to spend more time on it. Professor Costley helped our pod today, and I really started to get the hang of it. Finally!! I didn't make my patient bleed nearly as much as last time. I even felt more confident!